Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I'm into my 8th cycle (2/3 of treatments)

I'm back into a regular routine with the full chemo regime. It's not a very comfortable feeling with the neuropathy and fatigue along with this post nasal drip, cough and the usual side effects and a few surprise ones. :(

My oncologist examined me and said that my lungs were clear and thought that the drip and cough might be allergy related. I tend to disagree with him, but after thinking about it, I suppose that it could be?

He said to continue to use the saline nasal spray and Delsym cough medicine and if I thought it would help, I could try Flonase, which is loaded with steroids...

"For best results, use FLONASE daily. Your nasal symptoms may begin to improve in as few as 12 hours. Maximum relief may take several days. Results may vary. If side effects occur, they are generally mild and may include headache, nosebleed, or sore throat. FLONASE is available by prescription only; ask your healthcare professional if FLONASE is right for you."

I chose to hold off because I DO think the cough and post nasal drip is getting better and want to try the saline spray and Delsym (which I only started with last Friday night) for a bit longer.

http://www.delsym.com/

In looking at the calendar today, it appears that if all goes well (and that's a big "IF") that I will finish my chemotherapy treatments the week of December 30th. :)

After that, there will be CEA blood tests and monitoring followed by scans. I'll be having my follow up colonoscopy shortly thereafter which will be an annual procedure. Thanks again for all of the well wishes and positive thoughts and prayers...they are working!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Random Thoughts

While going through the journey that one undertakes after being diagnosed with cancer, it is easy to lose track of time.

You learn that this is a time when you have to really put things aside and focus on the healing and remission. It is not easy to have to pass on invitations and family gatherings, but with your immune system so low at this point, you must concentrate and stay focused on the most important thing...your health.



I'm lucky to have a large and loving family and I just want them all to know that I REALLY appreciate all of their support, love, kindness, well wishes, prayers and positive thoughts as we all get ready to enjoy the holiday season.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Uplifting Week - 7th Cycle finished!

I had just written this entire post, but when I went to publish it, I hit a wrong key and lost everything. So this is my second writing and I'm trying to remember everything that I had written/typed previously...
This past week of chemo has been filled with some very nice surprises. First of all, I'm now finished my 7th cycle with 5 left to go and should finish up around January 1st, taking into consideration the upcoming holidays. I have a few small, itchy spots from the meds, but that is all. No nausea, cold sensitivity or any of the other side effects that I previously had. Without having that Oxaliplatin, it was "almost" a pleasant experience.

You've probably noticed the guitar and get-well card that I receive from Fender (FMIC). Today I got an email from a wonderful female singer/songwriter who has been working on lyrics for a song that I wrote and played the music to, called "One Step At A Time" when I began chemo.

Melissa Renee, a Country & Christian singer from South Dakota, had previously sent me a sketch of her voice and said that she felt compelled to write lyrics and sing this song. She has written the following lyrics :



One Step at a Time-

One step at a time-

Is all I can take today-

No amount of hurry-

Can ease the way---



Just one step at a time-

One step at a time-

Everybody telling me-

Do they really believe?---



But I do, I do-

I take one step, one step at a time---



Believe me, I’ve tried-

Running head long through life-

But then I didn’t understand-

Didn’t see the plan, takin’ it---



One step, just one step-

One step at a time-

Searching for mercy-

Seeking to find---



Trying so hard just to find-

Simple pleasures, distract my mind-

Breathing in, breathing out-

Gaining faith and losing doubt---



I do, I do-

I take one step, one step at a time---



One, one, one, one, one step-

You and I-

I’ll carry you in my heart-

Even if we have to part---



One step, one step at a time-

One step is all I can take-

One step, then another-

One foot in front of the other-

One step at a time---



One step at a time-

One step at a time-

Breathing in, breathing out-

Gaining faith and losing doubt---



You can hear some of Melissa's other music at this link :

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=706035

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Finishing 7th cycle


It's been a hectic week, but all is about as well as can be expected when your finishing your SEVENTH cycle and thinking about the five cycles left.


The reduced dosages of chemo helped keep some of the nasty side effects in check so far and the cough is better, but not completely gone yet.


I'm now at the point where the "smell" of the chemo treatment rooms seems etched into my head and senses. I know that the final next 5 cycles will be the toughest, but I remain positive in my thoughts that I can beat this and be cancer-free in a few months.


I wish a special thank-you to all who have sent me well wishes, prayers, mojo and positive thoughts. The card in the picture came with the new Fender Stratocaster from my friends at Fender. What a surprise, to get a Fender Strat unexpectedly and a get-well card from Mike Eldred, VP-Marketing (Fender Musical Instrument Corp.) and Fender Custom Shop manager.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Chemo - 7th Cycle


First of all, my other sister's procedure went well with no problems, so she doesn't have to go back for another five years.

Another sister, and myself, will be getting the annual check.

One of the doctors told me today about using something called Ocean Saline Nasal Spray for the nasal post drip and cough if it doesn't get better soon. It's available at most pharmacies for about $5/small bottle.

http://www.walgreens.com/store/product.jsp?id=prod2501966&CATID=100095&skuid=sku2501403&V=G&ec=frgl_587532&ci_src=14110944&ci_sku=sku2501403

It looks like the weather is transitioning and it will be getting much colder by the weekend. I'll have to make sure that I have gloves and dress in layers from now on.

I came home to find a new Fender Strat from my friends at Fender. I'll post pics when I have more time and feel more energetic.